i feel lost

i have no idea what to do next.

this is the hardest decision ever. it might change my life for better or worse?
i need answers. i need to know whether its going to be ok or not. i need to know whether im making the right choice. is there a 'right' choice? or its just choices? what if the choice i make its not the right right one and in the end im left to deal with the 'ugly' things? what if i dont like the new company? what if i still feel miserable after everything? now its pretty ok. what if half of me wanna quit? what if i dont wanna sing along the same song? what if i just say no?